Abstract.

Abstract,
My mind are screw up,
I can't find the exit door in the end side of a tunnel,
Confused to make a turn in the way,
I need a change,
Need some revolutionary ideas,
I'm desperate of a joyful feeling,
I can't be like this anymore,
If only I could turn back the time,
I will throw away the feeling for you,
You taking a lot of my happiness,
I want it back,
You're just like deadly poison,
And you're the cure of that poison,
I'm on the edge without options,
You're just a chipper,
Laugh at your happiness,
And eat all my happiness,
You just don't know what I feel,
If only you could see,
And if I could talk to you like all of this sh*t I wrote tonight,
It doesn't matter anymore,
I still wanna see you happy,
Even with my f*cking friend,
That used to support me,
Hello f*cking friend,
Your honesty like a back that hide a knife,
A perfect back stab,
Both of you like a perfect couple,
Of course a fake f*cking couple,
I just wanna my life go back in a normal way,
I don't care about you,
I don't care about him,
Finish your own business,
I just care for myself,
Feel like this is unfair,
You feel the sweet moment,
And the rest of it is for me,
The bitter moment,
Face it,
I almost get over it,
But you always come back,
Damn,
Sorry for writing this for you,
I cannot hold this hatred,
Words speak louder than a heart break feeling,
Thank you.