Abstract.

Abstract,
My mind are screw up,
I can't find the exit door in the end side of a tunnel,
Confused to make a turn in the way,
I need a change,
Need some revolutionary ideas,
I'm desperate of a joyful feeling,
I can't be like this anymore,
If only I could turn back the time,
I will throw away the feeling for you,
You taking a lot of my happiness,
I want it back,
You're just like deadly poison,
And you're the cure of that poison,
I'm on the edge without options,
You're just a chipper,
Laugh at your happiness,
And eat all my happiness,
You just don't know what I feel,
If only you could see,
And if I could talk to you like all of this sh*t I wrote tonight,
It doesn't matter anymore,
I still wanna see you happy,
Even with my f*cking friend,
That used to support me,
Hello f*cking friend,
Your honesty like a back that hide a knife,
A perfect back stab,
Both of you like a perfect couple,
Of course a fake f*cking couple,
I just wanna my life go back in a normal way,
I don't care about you,
I don't care about him,
Finish your own business,
I just care for myself,
Feel like this is unfair,
You feel the sweet moment,
And the rest of it is for me,
The bitter moment,
Face it,
I almost get over it,
But you always come back,
Damn,
Sorry for writing this for you,
I cannot hold this hatred,
Words speak louder than a heart break feeling,
Thank you.

Ego!

Aku dan kamu memilikinya
Tapi perasaan kita berbeda bentuk
Aku digebuki perasaan, lebam
Senyum itu kamu

Indah, menyelimuti hari
Menerpa dingin penembus sukma
Meneguk air penghancur dahaga
Suaramu itu

Aku ingin, sampai obsesi
Hanya itu salahku, Ego!
Kamu tetap terlelap dalam senyuman
Dan aku kaku, terdiam.

Masih,

Diamku, tersiksa
Perasaan deras menghujam
Mencinta kamu, yang dulu terabaikan
Diacuhkan mataku
Murni, untukmu

Mencoba dan terjatuh
Aku berani mencinta! Menahan tersimpan dalam senyuman
Datang merenggut, aku terenggut
Hilang dengan dia
Terhempas badai, itu aku

Benci terpaksa
Berlari! Aku mampu!
Lalu mati, diracuni senyuman
Tersimpan dalam

Masih, menggebu
Berdetak dan mengalir
Terjebak dalam pikiranku, itu kamu
Mimpi indah

Purpose

Life that we live,
No one ever said that's gonna be easy. But there's no such thing called impossible.
We all can make it through with our fight, our pray, our hopes, our faith and everything that we have and we can to make us closer to our destination.

Destination? Its totally abstract! Because everyone has their destination of their life. There are short destination and long destination, even one person maybe have so many destination in their life. Also maybe until now there are someone that still searching their best destination.

For me destination are very important. Why destination in your life mean so important? In my opinion destination is the main part of our life. When there's a destination it can change your way of life, it might be hard or easy. And if there's a destination your life its gonna feel so meaningful, because you know what to do to get there into your destination, not just waste your time until dead.

Although, in the end all of you think about is what is your purpose if you get there into your destination? and second effect is what you get? what you feel in the journey to your own destination?
Everyone had their own destination and different purpose of it.

Feel your own journey of your life and take step ahead to your destination from now.